This is not gonna end well…

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We are on the beach.

You, me, they.

They are here too, but they don’t matter.

 

It’s not summer but you smell sunny anyway.

And i had been so washed out that the salt and the sea feel alive.

 

We are on the beach and you say let’s go for a swim.

And i never learned to swim, but i follow.

We get in the water.

(What if we never leave?)

 

I’m in your arms. (How did i got here?)

I can’t swim, and the sea starts to feel scary again.

Still something tells me to stay. Your voice. The way hugging you feels like reaching a place.
 

We get deeper in.

Water all around, i close my eyes.

I can’t feel the bottom at my feet anymore.

Why am i doing this again? I can’t swim! I almost drowned before!

 

And

“This is not gonna end well” is the last thought i have as the water pulls us further in,

and i hold on to your back for dear life.

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