When I started loving you,
When you first entered my mind
Love for you was all over the place,
All over my head like splash in a painting
That fell over everything and all.
With time I learned to find it.
I would sit down at the same stop.
And your love would arrive to my mind
Like a scheduled train.
I knew the time,
I knew the place,
I knew where to find us.
I would wake up and find you,
I would be on the other side of the world and have you,
Always at that place,
Always on time,
Always on my mind.
But things changed.
One day I arrived and the train never came.
I refused to let you go.
I fooled myself, told me it was a mistake.
Something had kept you busy
You’ll be back, I’ll love you again.
I kept returning,
Kept camping in hope.
But your train was just not coming back,
Even if I chased, cried or reached the next station,
The rails were empty, already disappearing.
I had to close the doors and turn around forever.
Looking for more was hopeless.
Your train had already left my mind.